Yaaa,, I always ask myself to smile.
Then the world will never know the painful that hurt me so deep.
I hate to keep hiding like this, but that's all that I can do.
Don't ask me why I do it, baby.
You'll never know, you'll never understand.
I've tried to rise up from this hurt painful, but I am too weak.
You'll always see me with my simple sweet smile, no matter it is fake or not.
I just wanna keep smiling through this all.
You used to be my reason for smile and feel so happy.
But know everything is changing.
I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same.
Although I am smile and seem carefree, there is no one who misses you more than me.
I am still here with my simple sweet smile, struggle in my tears. Hope fully this pain will be shifted with gain and happiness...
Hope fully you'll come to wipe my tears...
Hanna...
Semarang, April 21 2014
